New Year Eve

Tonight we had reunion dinner with family,

I feel really miss you today.

Hmmm, I still not yet brush my teeth now,

going to brush later,

then I will write my diary today to the special one.

Good night.

Google is Miracle

Google无敌

数学万岁

Sorry

对不起
其实我也不想那样

Same

Haiz..
I still haven't get back or remember my laptop password,
this morning I found a method is unlock my password with safe mode,
I tried many times but still failed,
later I will try again.
Hope can be settle and avoid from losing RM250 as well.
Morning dude :]

No Hesitate

It's feeling warm when you were thinking of someone
and you really thought of him in the same moment.
You may have wondered what he said is about you,
but you can not believe it.
Until he told you,
his mind only you,
what he has done and he said,
is all revolves around you.

It's really feel loving.

Lost

Few months ago, we were sweet.
But at the same time,
I had change,
Change a decision.
Just don’t know how to tell you I have to leave,
I got no courage to become a person who hurt you in your condition now.
But on 24th of Dec 2011,
I thought a lot,
I found who is most important in that moment,
Possible from before until now,
I always reserve a corner for someone who I don’t willing to leave,
I got the answer why I did that,
So I owe you a sorry.
I know you have tried your best to complete our relationship in this 1 year 3 months and 18 days.
Maybe I’m the only one, who gets your passion and patient like this,
Thank you.
But start from the moment I close to him,
I so clear whose I belong,
All of me I save for him,
Though I felt I love you before,
Yes I think I did.
But if must have a comparison,
I love him more and more,
From 3 years ago until me and him end,
From my self-destruction until I met you,
From we couple until the first moment I saw him again,
We always keep contact,
Not just he is my “friend”,
I know I can’t lose him anyway.
When I am lying beside him,
My brain was no you,
You only appeared after that.
One word shown in my mind is just: responsible,
So we can’t do more than that.
I thought we got no point being together,
Not because I did wrong to you,
Is just I can’t found a reason for me to continue our relationship seems I didn’t feel nervous and even one droplet which means for I love you.
I cry is because he can’t give me an answer I want.
I think I’m too cruel,
You help a lot in before,
But that’s not a reason for sorry you with my one whole life,
I knew 1 day we sure will break I just lack of a better reason.
First time I felt myself is this kind of girl,
But maybe I got this personality in potential,
Only got no momentum,
But now I found it.
He is my momentum to do all things I afraid.
Luckily you didn’t reply anything after I text you,
Because I really don’t know how to response you,
Now we have in love again,
Thank you for saving me for these years.

We end.