幸福·一点点就好

[i no nid whole life xing fu.. cos too greedy.. at least i got tis moment]
[cos i feel...ppl got too much wil bcome more greedy de.. thn wil no matter how much they oso nid more n more.. at last, the ppl cannot giv d.. cos ord much.. thn they wil say the ppl dont love them la.. n bla bla bla]
[i scare i bcome tis kind]
[cos when until tis time leh.. mean the love gonna break]
[sure mature la]
[i kena b4 wat...]
[at first.. i feel my ex treat me so gud de.. thn when he gimme more.. i receive more.. thn i wil start hope to get more.. hope him gimme more time though he is bz, hope go genting though he no $$.. wil got alots dream.. got dream is ok.. bt too dreamy wil nt happen de.. cos true world is true world.. he love my bt he cant make time stop, he love my bt cant lay $$....]
[thn i become so greedy.. i start to think he dont love me d.. he giv his time to others.. he use $$ to go movie wit his sch fren..go cc summore..]
[i press him until he cant get oxygen i think...]
[so lastly.. break lo..]
[bt after break.. only i noe tis things..]
[too late n too bad]
[so i nt dare to like ppl d luuu]
[cos i cant be too xing fu]
[bt i nid xing fu too]
[在我还没想到平衡这个矛盾之前，我觉得我不应该喜欢人，不然害人害己....]

其实幸福
真的一点点就好
它就像会用完的牙膏
一开始可以给你很多
但其实太多你会嫌太多泡
太少又没味道
用了一半
你会觉得刚刚好
手感好容易挤
手势习惯又不浪费
但用剩一成呢？
就很难挤
浪漫招数花光光
偶像剧的花海攻势又给不起
花言巧语开始腻
“你是小偷，偷了我的心”连说的人都觉得恶心
温馨路线？
织了N条毛衣围巾－红橙黄绿蓝靛紫样样齐
想想新的巧思又没创意
怎么半？
这时
对方就会觉得“你不爱我了”
至少..“不像以前那么爱了”
就会出现问题
即使最后都可以摆平
可是信心会慢慢磨损，越来越少
之后就会说“你不信我了，如果信我为什么说我不爱你”
开始容易争执
多嘹亮的爱情宣言就有多大的回响
也许震破耳膜
幸福·原本应该是很好的事
不要怀疑就够了
一旦怀疑了
给多少都不对了
给少；自然说你不爱她
给多；就说“你做了亏心事啊”
其实一旦有了问题
不管多小都好
钉下了，就有个洞
填补回；颜色质感不同
不填；白蚂蚁越蛀越多
所以
幸福·一点点就好
要知道什么叫细水长流....